KIRPAL
GORDON: First off, congratulations on the publication of your new book, Ghost Farm, by Pleasure Boat Studio. Cynthia Hogue wrote, “These poems have
the crystalline elegance of folklore, yet Stewart also meticulously details the
dailiness of life on a farm.” That combination of celebrating the everlasting
amidst the ever-birthing-dying pours out on every page like the heart of a
joyous discovery. I thought of Gautama under the Bodhi Tree and Demeter at Eleusis reunited with Persephone.
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: Oh, thank you Kirpal. I was so happy to publish this book and
Pleasure Boat Studio is a press I greatly admire. Supremely eclectic! Being
naïve and ignorant and then suddenly caught up in raising animals has been
profound for me: joyous, painful and accountable for my mistakes in a whole new
way. If that soft red tube goes into a lung, I kill the lamb. If it doesn’t, I
shape a good chance for its survival. Daily. But for health reasons I can’t
really work in the barn anymore (pigeons, can you believe it?) and the farm is
winding down. I miss it and I sure was in better shape when I did more
chores. Yet it never leaves my
consciousness. And in August we had a miracle lamb which meant some Ram got out
or had a long reach last March. Mary-- a Karakul/Shetland cross whose birth
cheered up everyone.
KIRPAL
GORDON: Taking care of animals is an ancient lifestyle and may lend a note to
what Hogue called your “crystalline elegance of folklore.” Here’s an example
that knocked me out:
In the
child’s tipped paperweight, snow drifts behind
the glowing
village church into the dark green forest.
Between the
pews, a woman in her red
housekeeping
smock sweeps away pine needles, dust, hair-
pins and a
few scraps of paper. She’s humming O Holy
Night.
At the edge
of this picture book, a wolf paces his thicket.
He’d like
to curl safely into warm sleep
but hungers
instead.
The geese
need more than snow to drink so twice a day
the child
presses the heavy door outward,
hauls
buckets of warm water to the noisy flock.
The
paperweight tilts on her dresser.
Most days
this child forks the worst of the stained bedding
From the
bred ewe’s fold, tipping her basket
onto the
frozen pile out back. One day, caught in the straw:
a curbed
spine, wrinkled nut of a head, four hooves
all
slathered red. Poor ewe bleating and turning.
Everyone’s
cold or stuck in small enclosures:
a farm, its
fold, the paperweight and page. So the wolf
steps into
the white meadow beyond manure stream.
He smells
the lamb’s blood. You smell it too as your hand
reaches for
the cold jug of vodka hidden behind the family Bible.
The details
cohere cinematically while leaving plenty of room for interpretation. Even the
title, “Page by Page,” had me hooked.
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: Oh titles are always a dilemma. I thought of it as an
illustration, but couldn’t use that (again) as a title and in truth the poem
was inspired by a full-page magazine ad for Vodka with lots of white sheep
faces and a single wolf face captured in the bottle behind glass. As though
being the bold and beautiful wolf made you the exception and yet how
threatening is the notion of a wolf-in-a bottle for the person who needs to
“un-friend” the booze. I liked the
picture’s ambiguity which has nothing to do with the sort of fairy-tale quality
which took over the coloration of the poem. As I’ve pondered these references
to folklore I realize how much I have been influenced by fairy tales and the
pictures they made in my mind. Also in many of my poems, for reasons I don’t
quite get, there is an undercurrent of threat to children which may arise from
these same stories as well as how my psyche is compelled to translate them.
KIRPAL
GORDON: Undercurrents are everywhere, especially in what Hogue called “the
dailiness of life on a farm.” Here’s my favorite in the collection:
DAILY
I have a farm
in Hawley , Massachusetts .
Everything
built and done is daily:
feeding
goats sheep chickens dogs
the buckets
and shovels
and always that
thin architecture
of
envelopes papers checkbook pens.
The farm
perches solid and cheerful
on the
north side of Hog Mountain (though we are
this year
pigless in paradise).
In cold seasons
its barns
and shed can be seen from the Mohawk Trail.
As I work I
feel the distinctly
different
nipple of my radiated breast beneath my short.
Thought the
scars begin to fade, the skin
stays
blushed and tender.
For eight
dragging chemo months
I did few
chores. There are still smells
which
sicken me: diesel, tea tree oil,
dog and
human shit, and scented dryer sheets.
I’m
ecstatic now to have an inch of hair!
Most days
were quite okay.
Nausea just
another kind of job.
Today I’m joyous in
the barn,
mucking out
or sorting fleeces. Daily
I salute
the funny numbness in my arm:
its freedom
of the now I’m in ---
glad for
chocolate, dogs, for daily breath
and the
extending hills beyond.
Yikes,
Jody, what a gutsy tale of recovery, joy and renewal.
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: Funny, the poem Daily came both easily and awkwardly. You can
never forget you are writing a “cancer poem” and for me I became self-conscious
because cancer and being part of that community is mighty powerful stuff. I had a truly fortunate experience always
knowing, it’s very, very often not like that for others. Still, I knock on wood
. . . . But getting hair back really can
make you laugh! My hair came in silver--
like a tv senator’s—and curly (not uncommon.) So I guess this poem is actually
true in its jauntiness. But I’m still
sensitive to smells and Ed says that after chemo, I became a more aggressive
driver.
KIRPAL
GORDON: Tony Hoagland called the collection, “…deeply internal and intensely
lyrical, while at the same time stitched with the thread of myth, story-telling
and country lore.” What do you say to that?
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: To be honest? I say that sounds like a blurb (but, bless him,
one for which I was grateful.) And
again, I am not sure what is country lore. That sounds like a magazine, but the
details are not lore, not stories, they are things you touch and clean up and
smell. If the fleeces “skirt themselves” that’s fantasy and wishful thinking
because really skirting a fleece for hand spinners is tedious and time
consuming, though very nice to do because mohair and wool are so alive! I agree
that the poems are internal – at least for me—as each one has more within its
motive and need than I am usually able to say in the individual poem. Rarely do
I think a poem covers everything I meant to get done.
KIRPAL
GORDON: In a recent local article on Ghost
Farm, you were asked whether you think of
yourself primarily as a poet or a farmer, and you laughed and said, “I know
other people for whom poetry is their all-consuming life. It’s not my all
consuming thing. It’s a part of me.” The distinction between being consumed by
poetry versus poetry being a part of you is made so much clearer by a poem
like:
MOHAIR
On
the rain-washed hillside the goats flow
draped
in that famous, diamond-tough fiber
from
Solomon’s Song. Its blaze shines
lustrous
as first love. I remember
how
my halo-ed sweater felt, how it held
against
those kisses of fright and need.
A
big buck watches from his pen.
He’s
waiting for longer, colder nights
as
his scent drifts downwind.
One
tattered doe, fleece torn by fever, also waits
For
that shortened day which stuns.
There’s
a cry from a distant forest.
Windfall
apples call the goats to graze.
Their
bright hair flows. These goats
are
in my charge --- sheltered, not quite safe.
Jody,
it’s the combination of the goats being “in your charge” with the lyric you
make of their dilemma that makes a poem no one but you could write. I mean it’s
music while also being scary and utterly real!
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: I would like to celebrate angora
goats even more with words; they are lovely animals but are probably best
comprehended through sight and touch. We had a funny start with goats having
picked up 9 cull does from a university which was disbanding goats. They were
in god-awful shape, unshorn, no feet trimmed for a year easily, poorly fed and
they were all bred! The sense of their fragility, and for some a bitter
struggle to stay alive through a tough winter and birthing. A lot of their kids
were very frail and some died. I think that set me up for the powerful sense of
responsibility husbandry requires. When I am with the animals, or the memory of
our experiences, I feel farmer. When I muse or ponder or am stirred to even
a few words I feel – well not exactly poet, but possible poet: poem-writer.
It gets all
mixed up which is just how it goes.
KIRPAL
GORDON: I think I last saw you in New York City when you gave a reading in midtown
in the early Eighties. I think you were en route to Cornwall , thanks to a Guggenheim Fellowship,
and I know you lived in the UK for seven years. What caused you to
return to the States, to Hawley (near where you grew up) and to farming?
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: I had the glorious Guggenheim though no job and as usual felt
something of a misfit. When I traveled I met Ed—it was all very romantic,
though now it’s nearly 30 years and many stories later – so I went and lived in
Cornwall for 7 years. That was wonderful for me, though often
difficult. I thought I’d lean at a window watching the sea and write great
stuff! Be somebody! Instead I learned to make scones for Ying Chang who ran a
little English café while her husband ran the Chinese restaurant. Oddly, I
think Ying was the first Asian woman I ever really talked to. She was important
to me. Anyway, the Thatcher years had caused dismal economics and fishing
wasn’t much good where Ed worked so after returning for my Grandmother’s
memorial service Ed decided we should move, I wasn’t so sure as I’d finally
settled in. But we did come to western Massachusetts where my heart lives when it’s in America and eventually we found a place
with quite a bit of land and lots of privacy and that’s how Tregellys Farm
started. With no electricity, no phone, gravity feed water and no idea what the
bugger hell we were doing except that we would get a few llamas because they
were cool. Then we attended the Heath fair in 1994 and returned with two Tamworth pigs and a pair of old-style Merino
wethers. And it was active addiction from then on . . . . We had no idea where
this would lead and had lots of ideas none of which became money-makers, but
hey- “that’s farming.” However I am solidly aware that we were in the
“gentleman’s” category compared to the local dairy farmers in this area who
have kept their small farms going with a kind of grit and hard work I can’t
begin to fathom.
I always
was attracted to Hawley because great potatoes have grown here. It’s also tiny, all edge, no center. However,
I’ve been an infrequent writer since life is very busy and mostly I’d just as
soon sit down and read quietly with no one bothering me. Around 2001-2 we got a
few yaks and through that met a number of Tibetans which is another story
entirely. What can I say – it started with Ed going yak shopping and returning
with two boys, Rupert and Horatio. Of course the little weekly newspaper took a
photo and the next week, while having a cup of tea we looked out our window and
saw a pair of monks striding past. They’d come to see yaks which they’d had not
seen since they escaped to India . It was like breathing a moment of
home for them. Before long we had a
family live with us temporarily and another friend, a brilliant stonemason, has
been living with us for about ten years now. While we are not real practicing
Buddhists, we have a beautiful stupa on the farm which stands as a 9/11
memorial among other things. Here and there are prayer flags which continually
get blown to pieces on windy Hog Mountain . Which is the whole idea.
KIRPAL
GORDON: I recall you as a great creative writing teacher, open minded about form
and content as opposed to representing a theoretical stance. In the era of the
alleged “po wars,” such candor was especially courageous and skillful. Do you still
teach?
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: No I don’t teach. Sometimes I chat with friends about their
work where I hope I am of occasional use and also ask for suggestions from them.
I have no theoretical stances. I’m not sure if I even have ideas about poems or
literature. I am intrigued by much but think some of it is just a great big
bunch of publishing fussiness. Some of it can be interesting though. I believe
in “Art” sometimes, because that impulse matters –- caring beyond the self
matters. But not every worthy poem or poetic impulse is “Art”; why should it
be? –that doesn’t mean our endeavors can’t have a perfectly good life of their
own and earn our affection and respect.
KIRPAL
GORDON: What do you make of American poetry these days?
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: American poetry?
There’s a
lot of it! If it were ice-cream flavors we’d be flat on our backs. It’s varied,
a wilderness, so many voices that were once “marginal” are right out there--
you could read forever so I think we are lucky. But it’s also overwhelming so I
find it difficult to sense if one thing is more important than another –cliché
or not, I usually just like what I like.
Then there are those blows from above like (non American) Fawsi Karim’s
The Plague Lands which reminds me why “Art” is real and noble so I am deeply,
joyfully humbled.
KIRPAL
GORDON: Since the mid-Seventies, you have published a number of chapbooks as
well as five full-length collections of poetry, the last of which was The Red Window, University of Georgia Press , in ’97. What projects are on your
horizon and how can Giant Steps readers stay in better touch with all of what
you do?
PAMELA
(JODY) STEWART: Well, I have been working sporadically on a New and Selected
sort of project at the urging of a few friends. It’s really hard because it’s
important to me to have poems genuinely mine and not much influenced or helped
by early teachers. Also I don’t have a big batch of “new” so I may never accomplish
this. I haven’t published in magazines much lately though I am willing to try
again this year. Also I am the literary executor of the poet Lee McCarthy and
there is a folder of really delightful letters between her and Guy Davenport
which I’d like to shape and offer somewhere. I just haven’t tackled it because
I haven’t any house elves to take up the slack.
Also my elderly Mom lives with me, my husband’s not too well, and we
have 9 dogs who require letting in and
letting out continually and our resident boy, Tenzin, is
still in school. But I lead a most
fortunate life. Thank you for letting
me ramble on!